Mamey - NEED Lyrics

I always told the homies
Stay away of what you need
To get something you have to
Not want it
Complicated energy
Good advice until I found myself
In the position they were
Perspective change a lot when you wear
The shoes they wear
Because you can't just banish the desire
I mean the need to acquire
Is so strong
It blinds the posibility of moving on
You become petty
'Cause you want it all not just some
And as much as you want to grab it
Hold it in your hands, just as fast it slips away
Help me understand
'Cause yes, wanting it don't work
What I'm supposed to do though?
Wish time would move slower and
Life faster
By my age Sean already founded Napster
But everybody got their pace
Wisdom from the old age
Modern day stay in yo lane
But I want all
Selina Kyle and Louise Lane
Universe apart from the goal
But the thought
Is still my mind you can be sure
Even though water don't tickles this shore
I rather wait for the real than settle for the phony
A tsunami on the way, facts only
So I came to a realization
I've been f*cking up
I need to change my intentions
Cause yeah, I do want her a lot
But I've been ignoring my gut
That's tells me:
Is not about her wanting you back
Is not about people bumping your track
Is not about making it further than rap
Is not about not wanting to be pop
Is not about not wanting to be my pops
Is not about any of that
But I'm about let you know what
Gave clarity to my cerebro
Xavier couldn't be more clearer
F*ck results, f*ck the outcome
Cherish the grind and the passion
Away from home near the action
A life with a purpose is a story with no end
That's the way to be young forever my friend
The moment we wanna to control what we can't predict
That's the moment we cease to exist