I can tell you have too much to proof
That's why you always lose
Always on your feels
Always wearing hills
Joyful smile
Even with a broken heart
That I just try to fix
And left it with another crack
Fake blond
With beautiful complexion
Real love
With an ugly reflection
'Cause I just don't feel the same way
You should know better than fall for Mamey
Relations can be quite sadistic
Let's hurt each other
Until one of us can't resist it
That's why exactly what I want to avoid
But it's hard
When you send a horny text
I reply
Like modern day James Joyce
So I send a couple of dick pics
I just wanna flirt
But now you think
You my main chick
Huh
But my mouth gotta keep it zipped
So I can play with your teets
And put it in all way through your ribs
Huh
You two just click
Say everyone on my clique
We we kiss on the tip I feel a kick
You someone I could watch flick with
Huh
And even though you a ride or die bitch
It's been a week
So shit
I gotta flip
But
I wish I could just settle
I wish I could just settle
I wish I could just settle
I wish I could just settle
Maybe I'm too clever
For my own good
Maybe I let go all the opportunities
I should took
What a waist of life
Million lights pass by my eyes
But they're not quite the bright
I want in life
There always a little bit too dark
Just not quite right
I'm going to lose
Everything
Trying to find what I deserve
Delusional
They think
How he has the nerve to say we aren't good enough for him?
But you really are..
I mean
I'm the one who push myself away
I'm the one who left knowing damn well
I shoulda stay
But I need to follow my gut
She is the only who knows what's up
So the path is lonely as f*ck
But I live at peace
I'm already rich
F*ck being rich
That shit don't feels me
All I know I'm on hurry like a full bladder
Only focus on things that do matter
'Cause I'm hungry not horny
Get the creeps whenever she starts to acts corny
Because even after all this losing
I still believe in winning
Even after all this sins
I still believe in sinning
Heaven knows I'm different
And I only measure myself against you
In my lesser version
Boy, you know I hate comparisons
I wish I could just settle
I wish I could just settle
I wish I could just settle
I wish I could just settle
I'm obsessed with being the best
When it comes to writing
I bang my chest
Nobody can touch me
I'm the rap Eliot Ness
F*ck zugzwang
This is no game of chess
Forward
Until I fall through the edge
I've been in the air so long
I can't feel my legs
"Careful where you invest
Art is risky business"
I believe in myself
I bet both kidneys
These imbeciles
F*ck only on the end result
The last question
Ivan Asimov
She asked the same question
All three different sessions
"Why you kiss so good?"
'Cause I dated half of the country population
Wrong answer
But got saved by the phone
A girl asking when we can go John Blund
And she wants to come (When you coming over?)
On top of me like I'm Saint John
She is fine
Ranked as a nine
Bellow the belt
A sex pistol
Nancy Vicious
All to myself
But that won't suffice
To numb my vice
To aspire
To full fill all my desires
So even though
She all that's in theses dudes mind
I'm more focus on the grind
I'm the kind that says
F*ck fine
I want perfect
But they say that doesn't exist
I can't keep living like this
But I cannot just settle
I know I can do better