It's true
I've been falling for the wrong bitches
Since high school
First name misses
Last name f*ck you
Heart in pieces
I don't love you
Goodnight kisses
To the ones
Talking shit
Whom
I barely knew
I mean
I'm barely new
Plus
I barely do
Go out
I'm about
To buy a coach
And sleep on it
My parents house
No longer can live on it
Show me the right choice
My voice
Gets cracked
When I sing anything besides rap
I take that as a sing
Time
Will put things into place
Meanwhile
I've never been anywhere I would like to stay
Except Young
I rather not think about it
Rather join this crowd
My mind is way too crowded
Need to be away a while
I rather live forever
Rather not get old
Rather not think about it
Rather stay young
I fell in love with a beauty
But hold it back, purely
Because I wanted to f*ck her pal
Whom happens to be my bff
I'm a mess
Now they both hate my guts
Mamey, of course
They gonna talk to each other
You dumb f*ck
I've broke
More hearts than dishes
And I got slippery hands
Only bath myself on beaches
That got slithery sands
My mom got tired of giving
She can't take it no more
And I can't take this feeling
A rich man living poor
My brother is a stranger
Barely see his face
Distance is not a danger
When you better off away
Like my twin sis
Almost a year
Since
The last time we talked
People ask if I miss
Them, I reply
Not at all
I'm too tangled writing stuff
I found myself in art
But lose everybody else as the withdraw
Never have linked with pops
The kind of prob
You can't sit on table and solve
Turned my back on all my old homies
I was not for them
They were not for me
Only, snitched one time in my life
The teacher pushed me I was prolly barely five
Ok I lie, I was a teen...
Being meditating
If I coulda avoid
Save both
Instead of only me
But the dude broke a door
And It was a 100 dollar fee
It was him
I rather not think about it
I rather join this crowd
My mind is way too crowded
Need to be away a while
I rather live forever
Rather not get old
Rather not think about it
Rather stay young
I've been two times to heaven
And three times to hell
Satan is my brethren
But I got God smell
Fuzzy memories of where I came from
Lungs, full of melodies, when I breath I
Sing a song
About what it feels like to be forever young
Never get old, never die
Being perfect is the truth?
Then f*ck, men
I'm a lie
Being human is a curse
But I was born with my fingers cross
Can't afford
A tissue
So I save the tears for when they needed
People don't know what you've been through
Until they able to see it
With their own eyes
Real life is wild
And unruly
Bullied
My way the other side
Rather be an asshole
Than lose the fight
That's why
I don't reply
To excuses
I've done nickel and dime it
In the wrong buses
What's the point of having a talent
If you don't use it
Clean eyelids
But my face is full of mud
I run in the rain
So I'm used to the potholes
I bathed myself in dirty water
With fancy clothes
Lows, don't feel that bad
When you aim to blow
Pros and cons
Of being me
Went from being free
To a slave of poetry
Literally
Rich in moments
Broke in money
3 scars on my face
But that shit don't makes me Tony
I rather not think about it
Rather join this crowd
My mind is way too crowded
Need to be away a while
I rather live forever
Rather not get old
Rather not think about it
Rather stay young