It's like he knows and shoots me down
When no one else is around
Then it kicks in, and I start again
At the beginning
Then I slide back into the well
And I don't know who I am
This is my living hell
This is my living hell
I start real slow, know where to go
When I plan life in my head
Then start to fail, I fail to start
Over and over and over and over
I slide back into the well
And I don't know who I am
This is my living hell
This is my living hell
Oh God please forgive me
For doubting who I am
For not knowing that you made me
Better than I think I am
For trusting someone else
When I didn't trust myself
Sometimes I just don't give a damn
This is my living hell
This is my living hell