Tears of a Clown (slowed down) Video (MV)

I'm a grown ass man, I will show no pain
I'm a f*ckin' soldier, you know I remain
Until the day it's over, alone, I'm alone
I gotta keep the heater on me, the world gettin' colder
Gotta walk the road alone, cause they did me wrong
I pray to God to clear my heart and keep me so strong
They want me with my head down
But how do that sound?
I gotta smile through the pain, the rain and the clouds
And when them people come around I know they ain't down
I know who really f*ckin' with me and who f*ckin' around
It's no more love I can give, I'm no longer pure
So say goodbye to the nice guy he gone for good
And it can't be cured, when it rain it poured
I got murder on my mind for my problems to be solved
I'm supposed to put my faith in God, and drop to my knees
But when I look in the sky, I don't think he lookin' for me
Please, I need somebody who ain't gon' leave
Somebody, who solid, and can be honest to me
I'm to the point, where it's violence if it's problems with me
I'll have them f*ckin' helicopters, tryna find ya body
Now they looking for you and they can't find you
Nah they can't find you
I said, I said, I said, I said, who got a problem with me?
Today, you play, you get them choppers for free
Take me out of my misery, I'm ready to leave
And since life is hard then death gotta be easy
Believe half of what you see, and nothing you heard
Ten toes, I'ma stand, for what I deserve
I'm a man, all I have is my nuts and my words
It ain't no love in these streets, so keep your ass on the curb
It's time to get what I earned
I let everybody eat, but now the tables have turned
Never give a bitch a heart, I guarantee you get burned
It ain't no love, no trust or loyalty, you gon' learn
All I know, is the hustle, been gettin' in trouble
It be seemin' like I made it, but I'm still in a struggle
Like I live in a bubble, I been thuggin' alone
I made somethin' out of nothin', but don't want it no more
Cause I was happier broke, got to the bag
Now I'm mad, I ain't laughin' at jokes
I'm stressin', and I can't even cope
Depressin', that's why I'm ready to go
Yeah, it's ManiBagz, pain will change you
But the truth don't change, the truth remain the same
It just get revealed over time
People change, times change
The truth remain the same
Hiding behind this mask
The smile, the tears of a clown