MANIC•PIXIE•DREAM•GIRL - Still Here Lyrics

Guess I'm still here
Didn't think that I would get this far but, here I am
Didn't think that anyone would notice
Some selfishness, I'm understating what I put you through
But I'm still breathing, so here I am to thank you

How many times, did I have to call you?
Al and Rose just rushing to me and worrying about me
I've lost too many friends
Every one of them worth so much more than me

So the hell am I?
To still be here, to still be alive
Grabbing my neck, lifting me up
Two steps twice, a wreck

What is it that you need?
Can I get you anything?
You've already gave too much
Ckyrro ask for help, you need it more than you may think

You need this, you need them, you aren't this strong
You need this, you need them, you aren't this strong

So the hell am I?
To still be here, to still be alive
Grabbing my neck, lifting me up
Two steps twice, a wreck

So the hell am I?
To still be here, to still be alive
Grabbing my neck, lifting me up
Two steps twice, a wreck