ManyMasks - Back Then Lyrics

I miss when I wasn't here
Back when my mama was a girl
I didn't give a f*ck back then
Wasn't even a tough back then

I miss when I wasn't here
Back when my papa was a boy
I didn't give a damn back then
I didn't give a damn

And then they called me in
Bright lights and aspirins
They put a needle in my head
I was so cold I should have been dead

My ma let out a sight
And I learned how to hurt
Which taught me how to cry
And cry I have with my knees in the dirt

But I also learned to love
And well that taught me how to give
Which led me to a few heart breaks that had me
Wonder why we live

I miss when I wasn't here
Back when my mama was a girl
I didn't give a f*ck back then
Wasn't even a tough back then

I miss when I wasn't here
Back when my papa was a boy
I didn't give a damn back then
I didn't give a damn

What a weird place to summon me
So many needs to satisfy
There's these two wolves inside of me
One wants to live
And one to die

I had to figure it out
And boy did that take a while
I haven't figured out
Of the two
Which wolf am I

Too many motherf*ckers
Just want to wear my guts for garters
Release the bloodhounds on my trail
Nip at my heels until I fail
And I miss when I wasn't

I miss when I wasn't
I didn't give a
I miss when I wasn't
Back when my papa was a
I didn't give a
I didn't give a