I know this hateful feeling prolly never end
So i stay inside my dreams I call it Neverland
I stay there praying it'll never end
I wear my soul outside my sleeve and then it always start to end
I got a couple demons at my door i might just lettem in
I been stabbed inside my back i wont get slayed again
I changed for somebody they f*cked me over i wont change again
I took my f*ckin heart and poured it out in cups of medicine
I had way too much trust now im f*cked
I guess that it's my fault, out of luck
Gettin rid of hate is a must so i roll up the skunk blaze the hate in a dutch
Leave a cloud of smoke and mirrors
I can't see myself
And the voices gettin nearer
I can't hear myself
These things ain't gettin clearer
Glasses on my belt
No i do not need your help dont matter if i feel myself
I know this hateful feeling prolly never end
So i stay inside my dreams I call it Neverland
I stay there praying it'll never end
I wear my soul outside my sleeve and then it always start to end
I got a couple demons at my door i might just lettem in
I been stabbed inside my back i wont get slayed again
I changed for somebody they f*cked me over i wont change again
I took my f*ckin heart and poured it out in cups of medicine
I been stabbed in the back like a string of serial killings
Try to be the bigger person but constantly hittin ceilings
So when i get stabbed again it gon come out in forms of feelings
And it took a while to realize that people are superficial
If i ever said i loved you then no i aint f*ckin kiddin
Find me in the middle chillin in fire a nigga spittin
Let it fall or baby let it burn
Or baby let or burn
And that's how ive been feeling as of lately
Aint this shit so crazy
I trusted every word you said but you lied on the daily
F*ckin broken promise, whole damn world is changing
Vivid music makin, off the shit you breakin
Ain't it so amazing because of you i'll make it
But i wont say that this shit been so easy or it's painless
In fact im super faded, i got way too damn faded
Honestly I wish that you could be here when I make it
I know this hateful feeling prolly never end
So i stay inside my dreams I call it Neverland
I stay there praying it'll never end
I wear my soul outside my sleeve and then it always start to end
I got a couple demons at my door i might just lettem in
I been stabbed inside my back i wont get slayed again
I changed for somebody they f*cked me over i wont change again
I took my f*ckin heart and poured it out in cups of medicine