Oct. 5 Video (MV)

This room's a mess
These aren't my friends
Wish I'd said that last bit, under my breath
I'll just get baked, explore my mind
Let's see what we find
F*ck! There's that tree where I saw my dog die
Three years passed, still closed my eyes just so mom could drive by
Son that's not the worst, Simba is just the first
I promise he's not the last
'Cause life comes and goes, we all die alone
Mom, can I trade my pain for hope?

I'll just waste my life, watch it pass me by
I don't smoke cigs, yet I could use a light
And if it takes all night, I will get this right
It don't help to lie but no I don't like you
Tonight I don't like you

Our son's been bad, look at his hands
Holy water makes him mad
I'll walk myself out, don't make a sound
Only twelve years old but even parents make mistakes
How they hope i'm safe, how they hope i'm safe
There's only so much I can take

Before I waste my life, watch it pass me by
I don't smoke cigs yet i've had twelve tonight
And if it makes me die, I will get this right
It don't help to lie but no I don't like you
For now I don't like you