I don't know where to start
Got walls around my heart
And you come up against them
All the time
Wish I could turn the page
And let you in my brain
You said you're dying
Just to get inside
But I don't wanna go there
Wait, I do wanna go there
But I'm scared
Yeah I'm scared
I try
I do
But
The memories still in my head
Still feel the pain inside my chest
I fight
I lose 'cause
I'm scared
I'm scared
I'm scared
That I'll get hurt
Oh I don't wanna get hurt
The rubble left behind
The ashes piled high
I still remember what it feels like
To get burned
Wish I could turn the page
And let you in my brain
I know you're dying
Just to get inside
But I don't wanna go there
Wait, I do wanna go there
But I'm scared
Yeah I'm scared
I try
I do
But the memories still in my head
Still feel the pain inside my chest
I fight
I lose 'cause
I'm scared
I'm scared
I'm scared
That I'll get hurt
Oh I don't wanna get hurt
I wanna be an open book
I'm trying to be vulnerable
But I, I don't wanna get burned again
So if I let it all out
Will you stay?
I try
I do
But the memories still in my head
Still feel the pain inside my chest
I fight
I lose 'cause
I'm scared
I'm scared
I'm scared
That I'll get hurt
I try
I do
I do
The memories still in my head
Still feel the pain inside my chest
I fight
I lose 'cause
I'm scared
I'm scared
I'm scared
That I'll get hurt
Oh I don't wanna get hurt
No I don't wanna get hurt
I wanna be an open book
I'm trying to be vulnerable
But I, I don't wanna get burned again