Marcus Phrey - First of All Lyrics

First of all baby I told you I did it
You acting like you ain't know that I did it
I tried to give you my all you ain't listen
How you upset about all of these of women
I would have cut em all off in a minute
Yeah what I did it was wrong I admit it
It's not like you wanted to go on these missions
You hurt me bad and it made me hurt people I didn't even know I was hurting these women
Now I look back there ain't no one to blame
Now I look back and I
I headed straight for the darkness I did
Turned to the man you ain't wanted I did
Did everything like you wanted I did, at first
Than became the problem I did
How the f*ck it even end up like this
I hated myself for the things that I did
Momma taught me so much better than that
How can I make it to heaven with that
I feel defeated I lost every reason to live I truly hate to say it like that
More times than I can count baby I was lost in my own head
Hoping I could be the one to figure out baby
Wouldn't even tell my own brothers this shit
Next woman in my life I'll probably treat her like there ain't no other in this bitch
And if she leave me I probably deserve it I
If she leave me I probably deserve it I
If she leaves me I probably deserve it I know it I know