Marie Eidolon - Closer Lyrics

I don't know why you love me
I'm not supposed to feel this
I am so scared of losing you
Now that you're here I can't go back there
I wasn't built for beauty
I try it on like dresses
But nothing seems to fit, I hope you don't notice
That I'm just faking
Just look the other way
While I put on this distracting smile
Just look how happy I can be
It won't cost you anything
I can't remember what you said
I know it must have hurt like hell
Coz now I don't feel safe around you
But I keep getting closer
You know I've got this problem
You know my grip keeps slipping
You hold me while I'm screaming that you scare me
Even though it hurts you
You look the other way
While I put on my distracting smile
You know how happy I can be
So you pay the price for me
I can't remember what you said
I know it must have hurt like hell
Coz now I don't feel safe around you
But I keep getting closer
I can't remember what you said (I can't remember, I can't remember)
I know it must have hurt like hell (I can't remember what it was that you said)
Coz now I don't feel safe around you (I can't remember, I can't remember)
But I keep getting closer (I can't remember what it was that you said)