Marii Dashawn - Loner Lyrics

I didn't mean to get this lonely

I've been tryin' to find peace I've been tryin' to find me (me)
I've been lookin' through my soul And see the universe is so
Mysterious and unique
Filled with fake love, no clarity
Confused on who's around for me
Or they get what they want, then they leave
Don't know if it's y'all or it's me (it's yall)
I ghost em I duck em, but I'm never in hiding You might have to come find me
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Solitude was a givin' Spirit sat me down, I listened

She said that you're destined for greatness
Demon drawn to your light for savin
You gotta know the difference
You saved yourself is no different
To step away from the crowd
The lost and misguided are loud (loud)
The less energies around To protect your heart and your ground
Patience is a virtue
Love will happen when it wants to

Sometimes I get so lonely
People fakin' they vibes to get close to me (yes they are)
I didn't mean to get this lonely
Got my guard titan high

Some of y'all just ain't right
Niggas fakin' they vibes to f*ck
Bitches runnin' your business To whoever got a blunt
Or something that you can pour in they cup
And it's just disgusting to me
How people portrayin' to be
Real and they therl
But they ain't got no morals

I didn't mean to get this lonely
Man some of yall starin scare me
I didn't mean to get this lonely
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Got my guard up so high

I mean y'all lets keep it real
Niggas got expectations for how they want you to be
But they can't follow suit you see That's flawed as f*ck to me
Your friends ain't your friends
They never support when they waitin' for you to win
To be in your pockets I promise they watchin
I don't think they hearin me

Lonely
I didn't mean to get this lonely
Is yall hearing me
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