Marloma - Winter Autopilot Lyrics

Soaring over frozen lakes
Makes me wanna crash this plane
But I'm not in control
Even my skeleton's nose is turning red
As we fly into oblivion
Each December I can feel him take the reigns
And dismember me while the outside stays the same
My winter autopilot's got a grip
I can recall his atmosphere by his bad habits
How he bites my nails
I push and so he pulls and pulls and pulls and pulls
Until he wins
When the horizon releases the sun
He retreats back into hibernation
I carry him for 9 months like a child
But i've met him over and over and he's not mine
My winter autopilot's got a grip
I can feel him at Thanksgiving
When my family talks politics
My winter autopilot's innocent
His only crime is being a man he can't help it
My winter autopilot
My winter autopilot
My winter autopilot
Will you miss me, autopilot?
My winter autopilot
My winter autopilot
My winter autopilot