Smeared ink from the words that bled on the page
Capturing the pain, the hurt, and the rage
On some occasions I regret the mistakes that I made
But other times I'm just happy you stayed
I used to spend my days upset and afraid
Hiding from the world skeptical as I crept through the shade
Nowadays I run ablaze in my mind is a haze
All the blessings God gave I'm just thankful I prayed
I hope you listen even if it's too deep
I still miss you all the time some nights can't even fall asleep
Still working seven days a week
You're always on my mind and I know we don't even speak
You're always on my mind and I know we don't even speak