Marshall Stannus - Hereditary Lyrics

Sometimes i wish i was someone else
Ive heard it all before I don't need any help
I can see it in your smile, i can see it in your eyes
We can both stop playing take off your disguise
I'm not who I wanted to be
I'm not what you wanted from me
What is it they all came to see
It can't be you, it sure as hell ain't me
Rolling around waiting for summer
Just so I can play the role of your boy toy lover
Yeah I'm rolling around waiting for summer
Just so I can play the role of your boy toy lover
You don't need need me like I need you
You're the one thing I can't bare to lose
Please don't leave me in the dark
Was it me who broke your heart
They all said just turn it into art
I just wish I could restart
My parents got me f***** up
My job got me f***** up
Maybe saying sorry to my parents just ain't enough
It's too little it's too late
I've reached my expiry date
It feels like I'm just another one who's time will erase
I'm sorry mom for all the pain that I caused
I'm sorry dad for all your pain that I've ignored
But I'll just spent all my time in my room
And you can live life I'll resume
I've been this way the since the start of high school
I'm still waiting feel just a little bit cool
Feel like this life ain't mine
My choices ain't mine
There's something haunting me
Something oh so divine