MarTaveon - Pain Tø Purpøse Lyrics

Lately, I struggle with putting trust in God
Instead, I think I know what I need
But it's really wants and I realize it is I
Holding myself back from all his promises
And honestly, I feel like I'm demolishing
The thought of turning back
The thought of going back
I blame it on Satan
But truly, it's a self-attack
He ain't gotta do much if you're getting way too comfortable in sin
Think you shackled down
But you won't realize you got the win
Not by your own strength, but by his alone
Sorry to say it, brother, but you are not strong
By yourself, come on, come back home
If he gave you, why won't you just accept the gift
Cause I'm disgusted with myself with every mirror glimpse
And why would I go back if I'm just gonna fall again
It's not about your shortcomings, but your heart
Posture Kid, you believe in Jesus
So let's be born again
See, they feel like they just know it all
But only when they lust involved(less involved) I messed around and slipped and fall
Now let's only wanna call Jesus
I don't know how, or why,
But he freed us, please, Jesus
See, they feel like they just know it all
But only when they lust involved (less involved) I messed around and slipped and fall
Now let's only wanna call Jesus
I don't know how, or why,
But he freed us, please, Jesus
I've been struggling since note to self
Trying to find my path to wealth
Grinding, taking orders
And I still probably won't ask for help
But maybe this my cry for help
I still struggle with mental health
Slap myself in the mirror
Like, come on, Tavy, get a grip
Your family needs you
You know you can't let them down,
Emotions lead you
They'd laugh if, they'd see you now
To lead the people, you gotta jump in the way
To lead his people, gotta lead transparently
I can't do that, how could I possibly lead
How could I lead a generation that's gonna persecute me
They want the mark of the beast
They want the fake Jesus piece
They want my people locked in chains
And getting murked by police
Tell me what's really been free
Free is our dream to achieve
But I bet we won't be free until we see them gold streets
So maybe heaven is my motivation
Free without the limitations
So I put my faith and trust in Jesus
Cause he won't forsake me
Yeah, because he won't forsake me
Yeah, that's Hebrews 13:5 right there
Because God will never leave you nor forsake you
Pain Turnt to purpose