Martene Clayton - Should've Been (feat. Black Poet) Lyrics

Did I let you down?
You had such high hopes for me
Are you proud of who I am now?
Can you say it out loud
That you're still waitin on me to get myself off the ground?

How did I get here?
Used to know that girl looking back in the mirror
Two steps and I fall off the track
I don't even know what I'm fighting for, well
Must've hit my head real hard when I fell from that ivory tower

Hold on, I'll find my way
Just give me space while I'm in between
Tell me I'll be okay
Livin with the ghost of who I should've been

Am I out of time?
I know you'd move mountains for me
But this one I've got to climb
I gotta get it all out
Cause I can't sit in this storm and watch the dream in me die

How did I get here?
Used to be that girl
No fear, nothing holdin me back
Now I don't even know what I'm runnin from, but
It's gonna take a lot more than you and that white horse

Hold on, I'll find my way
Just give me space while I'm in between
Tell me I'll be okay
Livin with the ghost of who I should've been

Look, I know you need time to heal
You should know how your pain is makin me feel
I give, but still you push away, distancing yourself
But I'm here, I can't share this vision with nobody else
Know I'm here to help, I ride sunset to sunrise
Good times, bad times I'll stand by your side
You speak on who you should've been
What wrong with who you are?
I loved you at your lowest, I'm not leavin when it's hard
Let me hold you in the pain, make it hard to speak
Carry you into the bed, wipe your tears from your cheek
I'll give you space if you need it, when you're ready come through
The most high made my soul for you, its true

Hold on, I'll find my way
Just give me space while I'm in between
I'll give you what you need
Tell me I'll be okay
You know I got you
Livin with the ghost of who I should've been