Martyr Dom - Monsters in the Room Lyrics

No more monsters under the bed cause they're sleeping right beside you
That's how you know that you're grown
The skeletons in the closet came alive and walked out now
So now I live here all alone
I done came too far, I done seen too much so
I'm never going back home
And you don't gotta ask if you know
I really got it off the floor
Safeguard the crypt and watch the throne
Porsche truck, sports mode, through the Mickeys drive thru
Just to get to you faster
I done f*cked a bitch from every zodiac
Stumble and sip the cognac
But now Im stuck on a cancer
The stars never lied
Im selfish and can't decide
Still dreading being alive
And smoking all through the night
She left me I know she right
She left me she know I write
She left me and she feel wrong
She singing these twisted songs like
The only monsters still around are the ones that live inside you
The battle makes me feel alive
After I done smoked up all the weed and I drank up all the lean
I sit and ask myself why
How I get so tired?
Why I'm always f*cking high?
Im not even 25, yet
You asked if I was good
I looked at you quiet
Told the truth in my head
But when I spoke I was lying
If you love me, love me now
Please don't wait till Im dying
Trying to do this on my own and I won't stop
Im still trying
Vices got me in a vice grip I might slip
I doubt it
Im the son of Everette Hutchinson, Im handling mine
I've been dodging questions
Ducking suggestions
Now you're crying
Ive learned my lesson
Well until the next time
I hope that there's a next time
But I know better
She'll be gone before my next line