MarvEllis - Dark Times Lyrics

I've been down
I have problems that I've yet to figure out
Everything feels overwhelming when I think about it now

Never proud
Of the crowds
That I use to keep around

Cause they're no where to be found
When I need someone to help me out

Everything feels so numb
I don't really have no fun
What have I done

To feel this way I feel
I'm afraid of what I've become

I can't run
From what's inside my mind

They say it takes some time
But at this point I feel so empty
I don't feel like I'm alive

Smoke fill's up my lungs
Because my heart is so empty

Lately I'm so done
Feeling like the world is against me

Dark Times
Dark Times
The brightest thoughts coming from a dark mind

Why try
For anything at all
Every time I try to climb I fall

Dark Times
Dark Times
Why try
For anything at all

Dark Times
Dark Times
Every time I try to climb
I fall

I've been so f*cking depressed
Everyday feels like a quest
Wake up do the same thing everyday
And never fully rest

How can I be at my best
When there's nothing to achieve
Or construct
Put a bullet to my brain like I don't give a mother

I hate the way I feel like I'm alone
People saying they love ya but they don't
Now I have no feelings I've been broke
Staying to myself I keep it cold

Bitches tryna call me on my phone
I let it go
There's things in life I need to know
I feel like I'm f*cking stuck
So up and up we f*cking go
Never once have I gave up
But I just really need a home

Smoke fills up my lungs
Because my heart is so empty

Lately I'm so done
Feeling like the world is against me

Dark Times
Dark Times
The brightest thoughts coming from a dark mind

Why try
For anything at all
Every time I try to climb I fall

Dark Times
Dark Times
Why try?
For anything at all

Dark Times
Dark Times
Every time I try to climb
I fall