MarvEllis - Numb Lyrics

Getting up early
Living life on a string by seven-thirty
Do the Roy Purdy
As the birds chirping

Bitch gave me brain but I'm still learning
And these people show me fake love
But I'm still flirting

Trying to stay smart and get dumb rich
Never give your money to a dumb bitch
I could be the mother f*cking man of the hour in a minute
But I'm never gonna' get It feeling like this

I've been feeling like I'm living in a prison
Social interactions never seem to differ
What's the point to listen with my full attention
When theirs something different that I'd rather bring up

Have you ever looked outside
And felt like the world was a lie
And that no ones really different
They just do it for their image

Motherf*cker can you feel it
Stay numb till you die

Man I've been out my ways
My life has changed
And I feel so numb now

And nothing is the same
And I feel so numb now

I've been in my mind all day
And I feel so numb now

Just help me out now
Help me out now

Working with these words how I write and scribble
Feeling like I'm Malcom in the middle
Blame it on my ex

The devil down in Georgia let me play his fiddle
Just a little
Now I have a callous on my index

And I don't give a f*ck about a time
Tell me what it takes to feel alive
Everybody thinking that I'm fine
But they haven't reconsidered if a man could tell a lie

I listen to my heart too much
I'm always in the dark too much

Sipping my liquor till the sun comes up
Ain't no mother f*cking bitches that I could love yet

And I don't know why I feel so alone though
But I'm stuck inside my mind
And I'm going loco

I just wanna get to Heaven on some good terms
But for now I'm just flying with the birds

Man I've been out my ways
My life has changed
And I feel so numb now

And nothing is the same
And I feel so numb now

I've been in my mind all day
And I feel so numb now

Just help me out now
Help me out now

Tell me where to go when my mind is weak
Tell me where to go where I can find some peace
I don't feel like you could
I don't feel like you should
I don't feel like you would
Save me

I'm numb as the anesthesia
Colder than the ice-cubes in your freezer
Thought's on my mind but I never speak up
Just keep it all between us

I don't really need much
Smoking on a blunt waiting on the high to creep up
Always getting drunk cause I barely ever sleep some
Looking for the words Goddamn
I don't even know who I am

Calling out for help but nobody ever called back
By myself I'm a get it like I own that
F*ck your wealth
Come and tell me what your worth is
Tell me what you need and I'll say if you deserve it

Hiding on the surface
Everything's irrelevant unless you make it perfect
Nowadays people don't know what work is
I'm a just stay in the clouds
It's the only way I can block them all out

Man I've been out my ways
My life has changed
And I feel so numb now

And nothing is the same
And I feel so numb now

I've been in my mind all day
And I feel so numb now

Just help me out now
Help me out now