I'm about to take some time to reminisce
Brandywine nights, feelin' special
90 Day Fiancé, movies on the projector
Everything done for your pleasure
Marvin Monts, the one she gettin' into
Kiss between the thighs, essential, but no lavender
Ridin' like my favorite passenger
Tryin' to get this for every box inside my calendar
Got me fallin' deep, the way she throw it boost my stamina
One second we laughin' and the next we aroused
F*ckin' like we don't care, no matter who's in the house
Truth be told, this love makin' changed the way I moved about
IF she called my name, know I'm comin' out
Droppin' everything and anything
She got my heart, that's on everything and anything
Talk about a past, knowin' we both been through heavy things
But we calmed each other, from a time where we were all about each other
But things changed, life got in the way
Our love is not the same
We used to check on Zillow, now we housin' all this pain
If I had the chance, trust I'd do it all again
I'd be right over there, I'd stay right over there
Part of me understands the other part wish she would stay
In order to be a man, I had to man up and be brave
Can't be caught up in the chase
When I saw I was replaced, I had to give it space
I'd be lyin' if I said that all the feelings gone
I got a lion heart, she still managed to tear apart
Shit was gettin' toxic, so she's better off
If she double-backed, then God will probably tell her nah
Right now it's time for me and God
I need this moment
There's a lot of things I'm healin' from
I have to own it
Got me readin' Proverbs and these Psalms
This Bible quotin
Gotta take this walk inside the dark
I'm feelin' chosen
All this love and hate, equal the same thing
All that pain and hurt, she had to change things
Feel my karma hittin' me the same way
Knowin' that my blessings comin' in the same way
I gotta see it through
The way that God mapped it is the way I gotta move
I hope you're always smilin' and you're in a happy mood
Although I wish it was me that's bigger than me and you
But things changed
Life got in the way
Our love was not the same
We used to check on Zillow
Now we housin' all this pain
If I had the chance, trust I'd do it all again
I'd be right over there
I'd stay right over there
Part of me understands the other part where she would stay
In order to be a man, I had to man up and be brave
Can't be caught up in the chase
When I saw I was replaced, so I gotta give it space
Yeah