Mary Is Ready to Die - What Do You Hear? Lyrics

What do you hear when you pull the trigger?

What do you see when you turn off the light?
What are you thinking when you're out of your mind?
What do you think when you say my name?
You think that's easy question
I don't feel the same

Cause I don't know who I am
Eating ham at 5 am
Drinking tea smoking weed
Another night alone again
I've got empty wallet
Mental problems and a pizza half
That's my legacy for the family I never had
So I'm asking you once again
Try to figure
What do you hear when you pull the trigger?
So I'm asking you once again
Trying to figure
What do you hear when you pull the trigger?

I failed my mother
Tried to make her proud
Dad was never there
Never came around
Neighbours complained
I was playing too loud
Now I hope they are down underground

This so-called life is a lie
And I do not buy it
People are praying for laying
In a fancy coffin
I'm so tired keeping trying
All I get is nothing
Drugs make me dumb yeah
But at least I'm funny

So I guess tonight is the night for me to figure
What I'm gonna hear when I pull the trigger
So I guess tonight is the night for me to figure
What I'm gonna hear when I pull the trigger

Cause I feel like putting gun to my head
I feel like this world wants to wear me out
I'm so sorry for the pain I never meant
Sorry I let you all down

Cause I feel like putting gun to my head
I feel like this world wants to wear me out
I'm so sorry for the pain I never meant
Sorry I let you all down
Sorry I let you all down
Sorry I let you all down