One look at you is enough to suffocate
Everything you ever said or did comes back to me once again
I feel worthless again and I don't think I'll be okay
I can't breathe I'm depleted and I black out again
You said I'd never be anything and made sure I knew I wasn't good enough
The tears stream down my face as I lock myself inside and let it out
I hate you and I hate how you make me feel today
And I hope I'll never have to see you again
Yeah sometimes I fear my life in case I'd see you when you don't want me around
And sometimes I'm scared you'll run me over with your car I sat in too many times too many times
Forgetting you is a joke cuz you never leave me alone no matter how hard I try
Sometimes I might wanna die but you can never be a part of it
You said I'd never be anything and made sure I knew I wasn't good enough
The tears stream down my face as I lock myself inside and let it out
I hate you and I hate how you make me feel today
And I hope I'll never have to see you again
I'm not pretty
I'm not beautiful
Too much of weight and friends and hopes and dreams
Yeah Yeah
And too little self esteem and sympathy but you took it all and threw it all away
You said I'd never be anything and made sure I knew I wasn't good enough
The tears stream down my face as I lock myself inside and let it out
I hate you I hate how you make me feel today
And I hope I'll never have to see you again