Mary Rose Cowden - Relapse Lyrics

I tried so hard to quit you to move on
But when you look my way I can't get gone
Rushing through my veins it feels so good
Why can't I leave it be I know I should
They say
To step away to give it time
Day by day you'll part my mind
With dismay, I'll let you find
Another victim far too kind
But if I may I must contend
I'm sick, I'm tired, I won't pretend
I can't replace you with a friend
So with amends, I'll say that;
I
Will oblige
I will try
To help myself
Though I know
That I may not show
That I can say no
I'll hold my health
And I see that he does me wrong
That it's taken me far too long
But with doubt, I'll come back to him
I'll revert to a track that's grim
They say
To step away to give it time
Day by day you'll part my mind
With dismay, I'll let you find
Another victim far too kind
But if I may I must contend
I'm sick, I'm tired, I won't pretend
I can't replace you with a friend
So with amends, I'll say that;
I
Will oblige
I will try
To help myself
And though I know
That I may not show
That I can say no
I'll hold my health