20numb Video (MV)

I smoked a cigarette, and burned the roof of my mouth on some pizza
When I got paralytic-drunk
And started screaming about the men I met, living in Ibiza
Thinking about my bad decisions, told an ex-friend to go get f*cked
And I went home with a stranger who put his hand round my throat
It was the first time I'd felt something in months
And I know, it's never easy... being twenty
It's so cold
Self- sabotaging, and they're all watching
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I can't write a song without people knowing who it's about
I really might as well just put the album out
I meet boys who don't care if I feel fulfilled at night
I let them bring me down, because their attention gets me high
And I know (I know), it's never easy... being twenty
It's so cold
Self- sabotaging, and they're all watching
Oh-oh-oh, Oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh, Oh-oh-oh, Oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh, Oh-oh-oh, Oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh, twenty-numb
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So when am I going to learn what's good for me?
Always running out on people when they need me
Don't blame me, because life's not fair
Won't kiss him on coke, but I don't wear my sunscreen
Cider all night to make the world hazy
I'm trying hard, I swear
I'm twenty-numb
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