Marzefekt - Last Year Lyrics

My life runnin in circles always closing the door
On new things that try to enter
I don't need'em no more
Why is it that when we communicate it's about making scores
Who hurts the other worse in ways we wouldn't think to before
And I get sick tired of all these feelings at hand
I need to let go but somethings always holding me back
Can never relax remember I would sit in my class
Stare down at my pad I didn't pay attention in math and
Now I'm here I swear that I'm never changing
Always stick to what I'm saying always trying to be patient
I took my life put it in a movement now i can say that
I'm on a roll this is it flowing feels like I've made it
Trying to capture every moment in a zone like a picture
Frozen still but the memories are something that's missing
Lost out on two parents had to learn my own lessons
I've been out here on my own ever since I can remember
Last year I told myself to go an make it out
Right now I'm finally coming for that crown
Last year to busy focused on by bank account
Right now trying to fill it up to go an make it count
Last year I wasn't the same person I am now
I've been back and forth just battling with myself
Right now it's time for me to go an make it out
Last year they got busy they was trying to talk me down
Life's never easy it's been hard from the start
Trying to pick apart my brain but I feel in my heart
Every time I become vulnerable and show you my scars
Start to regret opening up cuz I don't know who you are
Every time it always comes around again runnin in circles
Like what happened to all my friends
Been out here all alone put the plan in motion and then
We're taking off building up our emotions within
Just cuz I'm out here on my own doesn't mean won't make it
I've been out here all alone never care what there saying
Trying to push me in a corner make me feel like I'm insane
They'll never understand we live life two different ways
Perfection is the vision so we gotta keep making waves
Remember last year we was talking about getting paid
But none of those fears is the reason I've ever stayed
To many live life waste time not chasing dreams
What are we here for if we don't do the things that we please
Why do I care more when someone keeps on saying mean things
I like to hurt sometimes when they like to hurt me
I take that negative and make song off that energy
Cuz last year I told myself to go an make it out
Right now I'm finally coming for that crown
Last year to busy focused on by bank account
Right now trying to fill it up to go an make it count
Last year I told myself to go an make it out
Right now I'm finally coming for that crown
Last year to busy focused on by bank account
Right now trying to fill it up to go an make it count
Last year I wasn't the same person I am now
I've been back and forth just battling with myself
Right now it's time for me to go an make it out
Last year they got busy they was trying to talk me down