The Masked Secrets - Cillenmashine Lyrics

You'd like me to do
What I know you wanna do
But I'll go my own road
And you won't be coming with me

Yeah, that's what I'll do
I can't express how I feel, what I think
I'll never know
Watch me go (go, go)

"Just say how you feel"
It's just not that easy
Even something minor
It ain't just being lazy

Hiding what needs to be hidden
I know what I'm doing
Wasting time is what I'm doing
Right? Fear of rejection maybe

Soon you're backtracked falling behind
Metaphorically, I'm driving blind

Everything's changing
A new perspective
Decisions, decisions
You'd say I'm crazy

Some words mean nothing
But I'll try to express
All in a song, a rap, a rhyme
All right? (right, right, right, right)

Nothing's coming to mind
You're not successful
Be creative
I'll do what i want to do

But that isn't who i am
You don't know me yet
You gotta crawl in my skin
And maybe change your mind a little

I'm trying to create a character here
Someone surrounded in insecurity and fear

Cillenmashine
Cillenmashine
Cillenmashine

I'll find somewhere to hide
From this tumultuous world of mine
Somewhere I fit in
Where I can be what I want to be

They'll let me in
I'm one of their kind
Where I can be what I like
Not what they want of me

Cause what they want just isn't me
I want to be how you want me
And what I want of me is me
And being me is living free

No colors, no shadows
Just blank room, blank thoughts
Freeing my mind to do
What you wanted me to do

I'm dead to you all
I might as well just turn around
There's no point of going forwards
When the best things were before

I'm holding the remote
The controller to my life
It's pointless putting my finger on the power button
Nothings occurring in sight

May I introduce to you Cillenmashine
A girl who's lost her mind
She's hiding behind a veil of good signs

She may look alright
But she's not, believe me
A quiet menace
Goodbye

Soon you're backtracked falling behind
Metaphorically, I'm driving blind
I'm trying to create a character here
Someone surrounded in insecurity and fear

A beach
In Michigan
Is all about
The commodities
It's what you make of it
And if you make the right decisions
A beach in Michigan can actually be a good decision
Okay?
So just grab a pack of tacos
Grab a tall boy of some sort of lemonade
And just drink in the fact that you're on a beach
In Michigan

You
Are a friend
I'm an enemy
Not a friend
You don't deserve
Me too be
Your enemy

Cillenmashine
Cillenmashine
Cillenmashine
Cillenmashine