The questions only come later in life
I'm too tired to rely on my sight
Cause I've seen beauties turn to beasts and
A lover to a monster
It's not all about you
But you sure as shit sponsored
The ideas, pain and confusion that followed
You think I'd gain some weight from all the words I've swallowed
You were in for collisions and a
Strain on my posture
It made me stone cold and
One hell of an author
Cause it's never been fair
And I don't think it ever will be
And
I'm now so beware but
I don't even think that's what's best for me and
You follow me around
I'd even believe that's not something you see
Oh look at what I found
A heart for you but no f*cks for me cause
I can't care
About the ways you chose to care for me, and
I can't act
The way you do that ain't something I could be
Where's the action?
The one where you show some empathy
Oh that's the reaction
You're looking for but never gonna get from me cause
It's never been fair
And
I don't think it ever will be and
I'm now so beware but
I don't even think that's what's best for me
You follow me around
I'd even believe that's not something you see
Oh look at what I found
A heart for you but no f*cks for me
I can't care
About how it all comes down these days and
No matter how many times I bend not break
I'm really feeling twenty times my age
But I can't act
The way you do
That ain't something I could be
Oh that's the reaction
You're looking for but never gonna get from me
Cause it's never been fair
And I don't think it ever will be
Now I'm so beware
And
Iduneventhinkthaswasbesfourme