Mason Richards - Would've Never Known Lyrics

I wish I'd never seen the sky or a ship set out for sea
I would've never wanted more; would've never known what freedom was
And when I pull away my hands from the ropes they're burnt and bleeding
I guess I would've never known if I would've kept holding on
Would've never known if I would've kept holding on
Why do I lie about who I wanna be?
I've got a soft spot for everyone but me
And I'm always just looking for a change
But the days are just dying to feel the same
And I'm always just looking for room to make
For this life I've been trying to save
I wish I'd never seen the sky or a ship set out for sea
I would've never wanted more; would've never known what freedom was
And I could always hang it up: bite my tongue and live my life in silence
This isn't what I wanna be but what else has anybody ever known me for?
This isn't who I wanna be but what else would anybody ever need me for?
But I can't just lie here waiting for my sanity
To lose itself deep inside of me
And I'm always just looking for a change
But the days are just dying to feel the same
And I'm always just looking for room to make
For this life I've been trying to save