Dealing with my demons such a tough time
And now these bitches are on my line
Being made fun of, always ostracized
One way at a time, keep the faith in my mind
Damn near killing myself with a knife
Under 25, living the f*ckin life
Thinking about my loved ones and what they thought
I've been raised well this was not what I was taught
Be humble, be positive that's what they said
But I can't cause my eyes are red, now I'm dead
Not yet, I have to think about how this was a close call
I'm tellen you one day these suckers gotta fall
Nobody knows what I went through
I can't ever change without you
My cries fell on deaf ears
And no one realized my fears
No one saw my fatal change
Until my heart was out of range
I've had deep thoughts about the studio
That's why they can't mess up my flow
They will never change who I am
And f*ck y'all for tellin' me how to snap jam
I've kicked out of places and I can't go back
Well f*ck you then, y'all are so f*cking wack
I'll start my own vibe
Like AEW but who gives a f*ck if you here tonight
I may be retired but I'm still alive
I'm alive holy motherf*cker i'm f*cking alive
Hell yeah, I'ma rise up
Problems stacking up, pretty soon I'm packing up
I'm f*cking alive
Nobody knows what I went through
I can't ever change without you
My cries fell on deaf ears
And no one realized my fears
No one saw my fatal change
Until my heart was out of range
I've had deep thoughts about the studio
That's why they can't mess up my flow
They will never change who I am
And f*ck y'all for tellin' me how to snap jam
Dealing with my demons such a tough time
And now these bitches are on my line
Being made fun of, always ostracized
One way at a time, keep the faith in my mind
Damn near killing myself with a knife
Under 25, living the f*ckin life
Thinking about my loved ones and what they thought
I've been raised well this was not what I was taught
Be humble, be positive that's what they said
But I can't cause my eyes are red, now I'm dead
Not yet, I have to think about how this was a close call
I'm tellen you one day these suckers gotta FALL!