Masukified - Disappointing My Mom Lyrics

I just want to be a good son
Let my mom take a break when the day's done
Make sure she don't cry no tears
Maybe pay off her rent for the rest of her years
I guess I could go to medical school
Buy her a house, maybe that'll be cool
Really be a doctor like she always wanted
Give her tons of money so she could flaunt it
But there's something inside of me
Telling me that that's not who I'm meant to be
I don't want to study human anatomy
And I know that she's gonna be mad at me
But there's a calling, passion rising and falling
To play notes and I just cannot say no
So, this might be wrong, but
I'm just
I'm just
I'm disappointing my mom
Disappointing my mom
I'm just
I'm just
I'm disappointing my mom
Disappointing my mom
I'm I'm I'm I'm
I'm just
I'm just doing what I'm meant to
And my mom probably thinks that I'm mental (stupid)
But I wanna make beats, pen verses
Make a few songs, don't worry bout the curses (F*ck) (Shit) (peepee)
I'm verbally murdering, bring in the hearses
Cause I think that the world has enough Filipino nurses (Ay nako)
Mom, I hope you forgive me even though you're not guilt free
You sang in church choirs, you lit the fire
So you're the reason that the music's in me
I'm doing what I have to
Making songs that the people want to rap to
'Till I blow like a bomb
So one day I won't be
Disappointing my mom
Disappointing my mom
I'm just
I'm just
I'm disappointing my mom
Disappointing my mom