Oh God, I feel it
The weight of being needed
The warmth of being seen
The taste of sugar in my mouth
It's automatic
White noise and buzzing static
Pure adrenaline and panic
Clear my head and drown it out
'Cause I don't want to let you down
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to let you down
Tiptoe around it
Whenever I feel grounded
I get dizzy looking down it's
Like I'm ready for the fall
It's in my nature
Too obsessed with my behaviour
Never savouring the flavour
Just expect to lose it all
But I don't want to let you down
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to let you down
I make a mess of something simple in the kitchen
You laugh it off like it's ridiculous to care
I'm overthinking what I say like it's my mission
You never worry, you just want everyone to hear
So I don't want to let you down
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to let you down