MATH CLUB - The Sun (Again) Lyrics

Hallelujah to the awful break of day
Trying to move on, but I've got oceans in the way
Swimming through the deep end of the air outside my house
Hallucinating stoplights, something new to slow me down
Never felt so sure that I was on my last legs
One foot off the edge, the other one's exhausted
But when the morning breaks around the bend
I'm sleeping in the sun again
A deer in headlights, I drift back and forth between
The gravel shoulder and the oncoming machines
I'm intentionally freezing, just to keep myself alert
I am screaming at my car and I am sweating through my shirt
When the morning breaks around the bend
I'm sleeping in the sun again
Wait, look the other way, no one needs to see this mess
Feeling like a waste of flesh
Fresh hell
Wait, something's in the way. I'm not even half my best
Nothing moving in my chest. Fresh out
Oh well
When the morning breaks around the bend
I'm sleeping in the sun and when
The morning breaks around the bend
I'm sleeping in the sun again
Hey, I'm feeling better now, but the bar was pretty low
Held myself accountable and finally let it go
Thanks for standing by, staying stable, keeping close
When the morning breaks around the bend
I'm sleeping in the sun again