Mathilda Mae - plan b Lyrics

Did I not make you feel at home
Were you not satisfied with my design
You expected new build, unlived in
And not a hair out of line
You saw too few, too many chipped tiles
And the loosened hinges on the door
And the left side of the bed still had a dent where he slept
So you know somebody's been here before
I know yours won't be a permanent stay
So please bear in mind that I
Have to live here at the end of the day
So what you leave behind
I'll be stuck with for all my life
All my life
Do the bulbs need changing in my eyes
Or do you swear that I used to smile more
But the left side of my chest still has a dent cause he left
So you know somebody's been here before
(Haven't we been here before)
Was there too much of me to love me to the bone
Or did my dissociating make you feel alone
Too soft for someone who needs structure
But not enough for somebody to love her
Yours won't be a permanent stay
So please bear in mind that I
Have to live here at the end of the day
So what you leave behind
I'll be stuck with for all my life
I know I am a compromise
We're seeing through the same set of eyes
You think the only thing you're killing is your time
I could be everything you need
But the only thing that you'll ever see
Is that I can be pretty
But only plan b pretty