It consumes me
So much I can't see
All around me
It's closing in
I'm surrounded
Judgement clouded
Defenses down and
It's all over me
And am I strong enough to find my way through this doubt
I can't do it on my own
Cause I've been looking all night long
For a place to call my home
Abandoning
The man I am
Tryin' to get out of this hole
Find a place to soothe my soul
Abandoning
Abandoning
I give it all I got
And bring this whole thing down
My faith alone is waning
And the strength cannot be found
So I engage the beast I know
Is tearing at my soul
And all at the while knowing
That I have lost control
Am I strong enough to fight my way through this haze
It feels like it'll never stop
So I say
Cause I've been looking all night long
For a place to call my home
Abandoning
The man I am
Tryin' to get out of this hole
Find a place to soothe my soul
Abandoning
Cause I've been walking through the fire
Mountains and the mire
Cause I've been looking all night long
For a place to call my home
Abandoning
The man I am
Tryin' to get out of this hole
Find a place to soothe my soul
Abandoning
I've been searching all night long
Gonna rise up and believe
That you are all I need