Spread my wings and learn to fly
Bloodied fingers in the sky
Been myself for so long
But I just can't seem to get it right
I just can't seem to find it
Wondering if i'm one-sided
Or selective like a side-kick
All these feelings I've been fighting
For so long
I want it
I really really want it
But every time that it's in my grasp
I realize i'm not honest
Am I playing
With fire
Everyone's true desire
I'm not capable of feeling
So I burned the flesh off my chest
With a lighter
Lighter
Oh the pain
Oh the pain
It never goes away
I don't know
How i'm gonna stay sane
Put these feelings away
Cause every time you take them out
It hurts the people in your way
I don't want
Another love song to say
That I should chase you in the rain
Cause if I do
But I don't know how I feel
I'll bring you down again
Spread my wings and learn to fly
Sometimes I just hurt inside
2-1-6 up on my card
I think i'm going out tonight
I'm waiting at the station
Hands shaking
I'm being patient
Texting
Getting information
I don't know why i'm feeling so paranoid
You help me
Made me realize i'm worth it
You took me in and showed me
I didn't have to be perfect
We're in it
Together
I'm fighting for forever
So if these feelings corrupt me
You'll be there to make me better
Better