Before It's Over Video (MV)

I can't sleep at night
But I'm dreaming through the day
And if I told you the truth, honestly I'm not okay
Don't know what to do, so I hit my knees and pray
They all ask me what's my plan and I just don't know what to say
If I'm being honest I don't really even know
And I think about a lot but I still don't know where to go
And I'm praying to the Lord that I can do this all before
Before, before, before it's over
All I do is overthink
Lately been taking a toll
All I can do is stay focused if I really wanna go reach all my goals
Feeling like nobody knows
Man I been facing a lot
Wanna live before I'm old
I guess that I'm taking my shot
And we gon' aim for the top
Honestly feel like my life is a mess
Needing some sleep and I'm needing some rest
But I can't do that with all of this stress
I'm sorry but I need this off of my chest
Probably should pay more attention in school
Derealization but that is my tool
Lately been feeling like I'm not enough
Thinking bout life and what I wanna do
Knew that like nobody would understand
But I still have to go stick to the plan
I know that it might seem like it's impossible
But you're gonna have to give me chance
Insecure about the life that I lead
But I know college just isn't for me
I know that one day when I'm looking back everybody is just gonna finally see
I can't sleep at night
But I'm dreaming through the day
And if I told you the truth, honestly I'm not okay
Don't know what to do, so I hit my knees and pray
They all ask me what's my plan and I just don't know what to say
If I'm being honest I don't really even know
And I think about a lot but I still don't know where to go
And I'm praying to the Lord that I can do this all before
Before, before, before it's over
Thinking a lot about life
Talking to Los a lot
I don't know what's gonna happen when everyone leaves, gonna ghost or not?
I really hope we not
But I guess we gonna see
Friends in four years, man who the day ones gonna be
Feeling like I'm on my own
If I'm being super honest
I know that I'm gonna go and give everything for you and that is my promise
But ill try to keep it modest
I might be getting ahead of myself
Why would I even consider for caring about the opinion of anyone else
Nothing they tell me can matter so ima keep grinding yeah
That's my new measure of wealth
I got a long way to go but the work is all worth it because how much better I've felt
Time to go better my health
Tryna be happy with who I've become
Can't say that I don't regret what I've done
As long as I'm giving myself a chance to chase my dreams I'll know that I've won
I can't sleep at night
But I'm dreaming through the day
And if I told you the truth, honestly I'm not okay
Don't know what to do, so I hit my knees and pray
They all ask me what's my plan and I just don't know what to say
If I'm being honest I don't really even know
And I think about a lot but I still don't know where to go
And I'm praying to the Lord that I can do this all before
Before, before, before it's over