Not Today Video (MV)

I'm so tired of always trying to fit in
It's like I don't even know myself anymore
Looking in the mirror and all I see
Are all my flaws and my insecurities

And oh someone change me
Before I lose all control

And yeah I know someday I will change
I won't feel this way
Right now I tend to concentrate
On what the people say
Sit back and watch my self-worth
Go circling down the drain
I'll learn to love myself one day
But today is not that day
Not today
Not today
Not today

I'm so sick of looking on my phone
'Cause all I see is people
Putting on the same damn show
It makes me feel worse
Hide my feelings inside
'Til I can't take it no more
But damn I've tried

And oh someone change me
Before I lose all control

And yeah I know someday I will change
I won't feel this way
Right now I tend to concentrate
On what the people say
Sit back and watch my self-worth
Go circling down the drain
I'll learn to love myself one day
Hopefully someday
Hopefully someday