One and Only Video (MV)

This is my one and only try
It's an escape and a goodbye
A method to finally lie
It out on the table
This is my whole world crashing down
It's a delusion gaining ground
The effort to get around
What I've long been unable
Is no more
The final day's still out in front of me
With no regard for what it's done to me
Promises came and went
Just like the days
Taking the high road for a bit
Making a mockery of it
Threatened to give a shit
And I fell off the deep end
Taking the best that I can get
A little bit closer to regret
That everything I forget
And lost now is all I've waited for
But no use in collecting yesterdays
It added up to nothing anyways
Promises came and went
There's nothing to say
But I'll say it anyway