Matua - Fairytale (Hands Clean) (feat. Blind Charades) Lyrics

I didn't mean to ghost you
I didn't mean to ghost you
I didn't mean to leave you hanging like that
I just need to focus, can't give you devotion
I know i should've been upfront about that
Everything you want, i can't give it to you
Everything you need, i can't give it to you
Everything you want, you deserve somebody who
Everything you need, somebody who's available for you

Sorry
I take the responsibility
First thought thinking it all was new for me
Realized it's a habit to break
Hate me if you want to
I get it i don't blame you
I understand
Chasing up tails
And i keep running in circles
All self inflicted and it bleeds onto others
Keep on running away like it'll fix everything
Running away like it'll fix everything
Running away like it'll fix everything
Running away

I didn't mean to ghost you
I didn't mean to ghost you
I didn't mean to leave you hanging like that
I just need to focus, can't give you devotion
I know i should've been upfront about that
Everything you want, i can't give it to you
Everything you need, i can't give it to you
Everything you want
(You deserve somebody who)
Everything you need
(Somebody who will give it to you)

I was doing real good without you
Can't help myself around you
I don't wanna leave without you
But i know im better off without you
And i dont even know where to begin?
You fill my head with so much stress
I just wanna smile like i did
Before i caved in my chest

So why the f*ck you ghost me?
Why the f*ck you ghost me?
Why'd you come back and do me like that?
I'm just tryna focus, i needed your devotion
I shoulda known that you would never come back
You don't know what you want
So why you hitting me?
I swear im better off, i think you should just leave
Everything i want you couldn't give to me
I deserve somebody who appreciates me

I wanna feel you breathe
No fairytales, cradles, no rings
Just wanna feel you breathe
(You couldn't stay, you ran away)
(Can't see your face the same, it's a shame)
(You couldn't stay, so just stay away, stay away)

I didn't mean to ghost you
(Why the f*ck you ghost me)
I didn't mean to leave you hanging like that
(Why'd you come back and do me like that)
Hanging like that
(Do me like that)
I ran away