Maud-El - I Want to Know Lyrics

I don't want to go to school
I don't want to work all my life
Just to die alone and like a fool
Scared of my own sight
I can feel darkness
Killing my happiness
I don't know what would've happen
If I was a normal woman

I want to know
Where I should go
To find my mind
I need to know
If you'll stay
By my side
Even when I'm not fine

I look at myself in the mirror
I don't recognize her
I'm just an ice from a polar iceberg
I don't want to know my size
I don't want to know if I'm nice
Thanks to society
For taking me
To the gallery
Of my own past
I don't know if I will last
A second later
And some makeup layers
I lie to myself I know I'm a good liar
We want peace
But we go to war with ourselves
Is it really who we are
Or just who we want us to be

I want to know
Where I should go
To find my mind
I need to know
If you'll stay
By my side
Even when I'm not fine
I want to know
Where I should go
To find my mind
I need to know
If you'll stay
By my side
Even when I'm not fine

My old friend
I know where you've been
I know life can be hard sometimes
But please
Just stay alive