Maudify - Palingenesis Lyrics

Trying to find the balance somewhere in between
Knowing everyone's got this weight on their shoulders
And wondering if anyone gives a f*ck about me
Sometimes I think if I knew that I wouldn't have to wonder
But if I set the bar for myself
Who's to say what is really the standard
And I gotta remember perspective is everything
But when they're already starting to kill us
It's hard to care what your perspective may be
Hit me up when you find a way out of the country
Let me know when you're somewhere that people don't stare
I don't wanna do this if I can't do it the right way
I don't need you to tell me again that this life isn't fair
It just echoes around in my skull when you tell me that I'm brave
Words won't get us further than how close we are to the end
All that guilt is a start but it's just not enough when we're dying
You can say that you're trying but we both know it's not your best