Maurice Cardona - Garden Lyrics

My life just been full of darkness For real, since my momma died, ain't shit
Been the same Like shit that came to light, that was in the
Dark Niggas wasn't really f*ckin' with me
These niggas bein' haters I'ma take y'all on my journey, it is
My life so f*cked up right now, I just feel like I'm livin' in darkness
I'm on the road to riches, grindin, gettin, I've been goin' hardest
I paint my music clear, vision for my fans, I'm just an artist
My own city doubt me they, don't even f*ck with me, I'ma go the farthest
I've been on too many drills, you would think I'm a drill sergeant
I gotta plant my seeds where I stay so I can be a garden, yeah
So I can be a garden, yeah
My brothers don't f*ck with me, a year ago my momma had to die
I saw her in that casket so peacefully, I didn't wanna say goodbye
I take it day by day, but randomly I kinda seem to cry
I be askin' God for help and if my momma with him in the sky
I can't f*ck with my lil' brother no more, I found out that he bi
My patnas turned on for a white boy, they been haters disguise
Them niggas so slimy, I can't even go and hang with the guy
I done beat my cases, I'm God chosen one, look at all the odds
My heart's so frozen cold, had to ice out my wrist
This ain't no moissanite this some real VVS
I'm fresh as f*ck like a soda when you pop it, you can hear the crisp
I stay true to my religion, you see it all in the drip
Gotta keep it flowin' like Noah's Ark
I be feeling like a bill not paid no lights I'm in the dark
Can't keep f*ckin' with these sour ass niggas, they sweeter than a tart
I pour my pain and my soul in the music so I created arts
I'm tryna win me five Grammys and be on Billboard charts
I'm high as f*ck on lean right now, I'm feelin' like I'm on Mars
Used to battle depression, poppin' them perks and the xanny bars
I'm too heavy, sent, I don't wanna be no f*ckin' falling star
Life's so f*ckin' hard right now, make a nigga wanna crash out
Put the police on a high-speed chase, I had to dash out
My mind is goin' crazy, I eat that beef like a mad cow
I'm a big dog around this bitch, I ain't no Lil' Bow Wow
Ready to shoot a hundred shots, this ain't no technical foul
These f*ck niggas be watchin' your pockets more than a hoe on Cash App
I be speakin' the real truth in my music, this ain't no rap cap
These niggas be so informant, man, you would think you're f*ckin' phone tap
My life's so f*cked up right now, I just feel like I'm livin' in darkness
I'm on the road to riches, grindin' in it, I be goin' hardest
I paint my music clear vision for my fans, I'm just an artist
My own city doubt me don't f*ck with me Ima go the farthest
I done been on too many drills, you would think I'm a drill sergeant
I gotta plant my seeds where I stay so I can be a garden
My life's so f*cked up right now, I just feel like I'm livin' in darkness
I'm on the road to, grindin' in it, I be goin' hardest
I paint my music clear vision for my fans, I'm just an artist
My own city doubt me they don't f*ck with me imma go the farthest
I done been on too many drills, you would think I'm a drill sergeant
I gotta plant my seeds where I stay so I can be a garden