Going through changes, emotions in the fitting room
My patience wearing thin, I need change soon
I wear the green willow, I've yet to outgrown
I worn myself to a frazzle an fingers to the bone
Playstation, xbox, blu ray disc
My mom worked hard just to got me all this
Phat farm, g units and the latest kicks
Her love for her child, I valued more than this
Picked up a cd, before a bible or comic
Superman's my favorite hero not talking Clark Kent
Eminem Marshall Mathers, B rabbit Slim Shady
Jesus died for my sins, hip hop you saved me
Feel like i'm Jonathan Larson getting close to 30
Tik Tok boom, running out of time I need to hurry
I never walk out on God, on my darkest nights
Not a Christian Bale, I'll earn my strips grow wings an take flight
A barfly I'm always with the bars, put it on my tab
Give me an Instrumental I've got the gift of gab
I've got the gift of gab
Bloods not thicker than water, I built a bridge and got over it
I spent all my time building walls after I burned it
Growing up as a teen in room, door locked I'd Isolate
Laconic kid till I found music to communicate
Yes I'ma rapper an christian, don't mean I hate gays
So don't label me by someone else's past mistakes
We pray to the same god, our beliefs are not same
Out of body experience when you get a rise, out of me
I know it's hereditary i don't need ancestry
I had to eat a pek of dirt, to shape me like pottery
I'm underground, no industry plant i rise differently
Therapy sessions, I went in with questions
Less than an hour they describe me prescriptions
That went in the trash, cause it stopped my motivations
Id rather be mental, than have any distractions
I now, understand my ptsd an depression
So my words speak louder than some of my actions
The life my wife could have she's willing to sacrifice
Just so that I can risk it all, for a dream of mine
She rises to the challenge when my health declines
No follow thru with suicide, she's my one eight hundred line
They say the brain's active, for ten minutes after death
Every second about her, when I take my last breath
Easy choices hard life, hard choices easy life for fewer
Elementary middle high schoolers may not have a future
Not by choice but for it to end by an active shooter
Live your life to the fullest, some of us will be gone sooner
A barfly I'm always with the bars, put it on my tab
Give me an Instrumental I've got the gift of gab
I've got the gift of gab
A barfly I'm always with the bars, put it on my tab
Give me an Instrumental I've got the gift of gab
Ive got the gift of gab