To the Grave Video (MV)

If I look into your eyes
I hope to see what's deep inside me
I'll stare until the sun consumes the moon
It's hard to let it slide
I kill time and wait to see your space
In hopes that you might gravitate with time
And you don't even know how much I strain
I keep it to myself each day
I'll try not to take it to the grave
And I hope you know by now
It kills me all the more when I see your face
Everyday my body aches in fear
I might really die alone
There's no one else that I really care about
Dia said I'll figure it out with time
Are you really there or in my head?
I only ask because
You feel real when I'm in pain
Only if you want
I'll pack up everything and change
Only if you're down
I'll run with you to Chicago
It's not really fair to you
To leave with only the 8-ball on the table
Missing so we could play again
My heart's not in it to lie to you
But losing means we get to play again