Maxwell - PREACH Lyrics

Too late I'm running I cannot see the horizon
In this world people is fighting about religions
I don't wanna talk about me again
But you know maxwell, happy songs wouldn't be me
Procrastination loves me but I don't love myself
I'm talking about feelings then my depression
I don't know why I got so much pressure for my shoulders
The weight of my doubt is heavy
Cellule brain are f*cking empty
The seat of my f*cking dead is waiting for me
Lost in the world, cannot found a way
Preaching my thoughts, never fade
Nightmares in my head, I cannot walk I'm so afraid
Of the dark inside, I can't escape
Feel the weight, my soul betrayed
Lost in myself, I'm the mess I made
Oh my lord, gone astray
Shadows pull, night turns grey
Can't escape, mind's decay
Fading fast, led away
Back to basics
But f*ck off
Nightmares in a row
They f*cked me up
No alarms they wake me up
Fast not slow it I'm alone
How can I get better?
How should I talk to her?
I don't know how can I solve
The problem of broken heart
But the moon get sad
When I have to go
Ahead those mountains
Apart those failings
Where should I go?
I don't why
I don't why
'Cause running is not working anymore
Afford to walk or do I have to choose to die alone
Lost in the world, cannot found a way
Preaching my thoughts, never fade
Nightmares in my head, I cannot walk I'm so afraid
Of the dark inside, I can't escape
Feel the weight, my soul betrayed
Lost in myself, I'm the mess I made
Oh my lord, gone astray
Shadows pull, night turns grey
Can't escape, mind's decay
Fading fast, led away