Maxwell Grae - Pretty Apparition Lyrics

I don't even know who I am
Living an empty life
Trying to reach the surface
But I don't think that I can
I'm scared of dying
But my mind is fighting
And I want it to end
I've been through Hell
I've made it out
But what else is there beyond this life?

Said, "Thank you for trying."
Was scared that one day you'd be dying
I do all I can 'cause you're all I have
Don't ever scare me again like that

I don't want eternity
But I can't handle having nothing
What else is there beyond this life?
Where do we go when we die?

Fear that's kept inside
I am so afraid of dying
Everything you said just felt so wrong
You're the only reason that I go on

Pretty apparition
Pretty apparition
Pretty apparition
Pretty apparition

Scared of what's to come
Afraid of losing everyone
Everything changed just like that
Who knew those years would be so bad
Back when I was young
Felt like we lost everyone
Everything goes away so fast
So please don't die on me like that