i want things to GLOW Video (MV)

Just so i know
What belonged to you
I want things to glow
(when i'm ready to sleep)

I miss you like i missed a train
They say forget her somehow
Though pain take over good memories
Youth, far away, doesn't try to come closer

Just so i know
What belonged to you
I want things to glow
(when i'm ready to sleep you say)
Lalalalalalalalala
Lalalalalalalalala
Lalalalalalalalala
Lalalalalalalalala

I miss you like i missed a plane
You were real now you're a stain
At the airport i hold my breath
But "i love you"s are hard to hold

Just so i know
What belonged to you
I want things to glow
(when i'm ready to sleep you say)
Lalalalalalalalala
Lalalalalalalalala
Lalalalalalalalala
Lalalalalalalalala

I always knew you were from a place that i dreamt of
Or maybe you were the place itself
You gave me a shoulder where i could rest my head on
You gave me a family,
My first friend group chat
And eyes i could look into without fear
You gave me an unfair amount of care i could never give back and i know it
I'm so sorry for everything
But now, for tonight
Your ghost doesn't seem to care
And youth disappears