Maya Martin - Desperate Lyrics

I just wanted to be
Yours truly
Stupid teenage love
Is what I wanted
Asked my friends
What to do
And they told me
That that's how I'll get you
Now I'm standing alone
One of my worst fears
What am I meant to do
What am I meant to do
Calling a cab on my phone
Through mascara tears
What am I meant to do
What am I meant to do
Never should've talked to you first
I sounded desperate and I knew it would hurt
Never should've asked to see you again
Cause you didn't even listen you were sitting with your friends
And I'll hold a grudge cause you didn't want me, I wasn't a challenge just plain old easy
Never should've listened to what my friends, told me
And god I knew
Things would not go as planned
But confident girls get the guys so why is it hard to understand
I put myself
Out there too
Then messed it up
Got embarrassed after just trying to talk to you

Now I'm sitting at home
Crying with my friends
They said what was I meant to do
What was I meant to do
Calling them all on my phone
Wanting this to end
They said what was I meant to do
What was I meant to do
Never should've talked to you first
I sounded desperate and I knew it would hurt
Never should've asked to see you again
Cause you didn't even listen you were sitting with your friends
And I'll hold a grudge cause you didn't want me, I wasn't a challenge just plain old easy
Never should've listened to what my friends
Told me
Oh
And I was raised by fairytale movies
Where the girl gets the guy but really it truly
Doesn't happen in real life, I guess I am saying
That Romance is dead and it's all in my head
Never should've talked to you first
I sounded desperate and I knew it would hurt
Never should've asked to see you again
Cause you didn't even listen you were sitting with your friends
And I'll hold a grudge cause you didn't want me, I wasn't a challenge just plain old easy
Never should've listened to what my friends
Told me
We're all on the same boat
We're all trying stay afloat
Ooh
Told me oh
Why is being a romantic not easy
Never should've listened to what friends told me